foobazile

Fri, 13 Mar 2009 15:06:07 GMT

Cheer up JAAAZIEL! Doesn't matter what people say.
Besides, it's our final year so just tahan abit more yes?
CHEER UP! <3s!

Fri, 13 Mar 2009 14:15:27 GMT

I see you smiling every day. Looking back at me like nothing ever changed I swear I heard you call my name but in reality it's just your picture in a frame. Why am I here without you?
Alright, so D's in malaysia now for some hockey. As for me, I'm chilling at home. I swear i wanted to study today. I packed my stuff, walked all the way to thomson plaza,starbucks.
Took out my chinese, I didn't know how to do! So I took out maths, didn't understand! Finally, took out chemistry, did like 2 chapters and gave up. By then, I already had zero mood for studying. WALKED BACK.
In other words, today = NOT PRODUCTIVE.

I have to go for CCA camp tomorrow which i dread. I dislike camps soo so much! I can't stand staying up late for reflections and briefings, I hate not being able to bathe in peace [ 5 mins ] What, for mouse to bathe? I can't stand sleeping with the poeople i DON'T KNOW. Please someone take me home! I really don't see why people like school camps. It's both uncomfortable and miserable.

Kill me now! It hasn't even been 10 hours since D left and I'm missing him like nutts! Seem like a century already. Hope he's having fun over there. He's stayin in a hotel, so it shouldn't be that bad. Hurry back hurry back! I stole his jacket! Haha, so a part of him is still with me :] Anyway, I gotta go pack for doomsday! Ciao!

Tue, 10 Mar 2009 10:24:46 GMT

I BELIEVE SOMETIMES PEOPLE NEED TO FALL,
TO FINALLY UNDERSTAND AND LEARN.

Wed, 04 Mar 2009 09:39:28 GMT

School was fun today. Considering the fact that we had
english for 1 hour 10 mins [ no teacher], followed by break,
then geography for 1hr 10 mins[ no teacher], then chinese,lit and
then chapel. So yeap, had fun :]
Headed home right after school.
Yesterday, met D. Went to watch pink panthe.
Oh my gosh the show was stupid yet at the same time hilarious!
The journey home was hell cause I got lost finding the busstop.
When i finally reached the busstop, i waited for the bus for 20 mins
before text-ing 'IRIS'. "next bus service- 58 mins". Kill me now.
I couldn't wait that long! So I decided to walk to the other busstop
which was at the other end of the island. So when I got there, i text-ed
"IRIS" again. " next bus service-45 mins" I swear i was rally annoyed
at the point of time and finally decided to cab home. Gosh, this week
isn't a good one, really. Lost wallet, results are real bad, spending too
much money, NOT STUDYING.
kkk i need to study adios!

Sat, 28 Feb 2009 16:33:42 GMT

Today was incredible.
I had SO much fun with Kia, Caryn, Joyce:),Joelle :] and Ben.
We wen o fly kite. Damn, it wasn't easy but both of the kites
managed to soarrr.
So anyway, we all went to chomp chomp after that and had a
awesome dinner. After dinner, we headed over to ice3 for desert.
Eat until we can just grow fat and die.
Haha, yeap! Then went to meet my mum and came home, only
to find my cousins already in my house getting ready to play
guitar heroes. HAHA, told you my house was like an arcade!
Yeeeeap, had fun and now I'm chatting with joyce and joelle
online and talking to daniel on the phone :)
Gosh, if only i could turn back time, i'll make today happen
all over again.

p.s sorry daren. Didn't go over today, hope you had fun anyway!:)
p.s pictures in facebook!

Fri, 27 Feb 2009 16:13:49 GMT

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare,
I'm just a kid, I know that is not fair.
Nobody cares cause I'm alone and
the world is having more fun than me, tonight.

GUESS WHAT EVERYONE.
Today was simply terrible.
First, i wan't feeling well in the morning,
so I decided to go school a little later.
Then when I left my house and boarded the
bus to school, I accidentally dropped my wallet
in the bus unknowingly. Thus, MY WALLET IS A GONER.
I was stranded at some busstop in bishan for almost a
couple of hours. I was so very very scared and was at
a total lost as to what to do, SERIOUSLY. I had no cash,
which meant no transportation for me. My phone battery
was going to die on me. I called my parents while I still
could and waited for my dad to come fetch me.
[that was after his meeting which ended 40 mins later]

So, he drove me to school and when I left the car, my dad text
me and told me I have left my chemitry textbook in his car.
Oh gosh.

So anyway, after cca, I went over to Daniels' school to fetch him?
Well, not exactly but yeah, to go home from there after meeting him.
The whole entire day was disasterous but my friends cheered me up.
Damn i love'em. Daniel as well :)
Thanks you guys.
Alright so during dinner, D and I went to swensens.
Just guess who we saw?! Hou lao shi! My chinese teacher
last year. She was with her family. Said bye to her before we left.
*don't worry 'bout tomorrow for it'll worry about itself*

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 12:31:09 GMT

okay! Last post for today, went to school,
after which, had drums practice for enrolment.
Learnt some pretty cool new skill today so
enjoyed the session.
Met caryn and joyce after that to eat YAMI YOGURT!
Man, i just wanna bring the whole machine home!
SOOOO yummy yummy! :p
Coffee bean-ed after that and again, joyce drank their
milk. Hahaha, that's crazy girl. But i still love her!
Caryn's ever so lame, but she helped me in my literature! :)
loves! Alright, i'm gonna browze through some stuff now and
see if any bad thing's up in the internet AGAIN.
Shall update tomorrow.

p.s Charlotte, Justine and Dashani the pictures we took that day
has not been uploaded cause i need to resize! SORRY!

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 12:26:07 GMT

Aright, done with the pissing off stuff.
Now, yesterday i kind of celebrated
DANIELS' birthday! :) But of course, his acutual
birthday is today. Sadly, he has training today till
late so I won't be able to meet up with him. :[
So back to yesterday, he came over to my place.
Initially, we were suppose to head over to thomson
plaza to study, but it rained! So we decided to stay at home.
So WE WERE SUPPOSE TO STUDY. But but but, he didn't
have mood for that at all! HAHA! So I gave him his birthday
present, a card. I waited to see his reaction. Cause the
card is pretty cheapo kind. those board you get from popular?
Yeah those kind. So I was waiting for that dissappointed face
to appear. Sadly, it didn't, which made my second gift not as
'OMG!' as it should be. LOL. So anyhoos, i close the door and
there his second gift was! Omg, he was damn cute! He say he
scared to open. :):) But he did and he was overjoyed? I suppose.
Enough to make him 'faint' on the bed and then start jumping around.
Well, i'm just glad he likes it! :)
Heard he got his birthday bash in school today, LITERALLY.
There were two parts. Smashing of cakes and physical pain.
HAHA! Wished someone took pictures! SHIT DAMN MEAN.
Alright, stop here for this post:)

HAPPY
BIRTHDAY
DANIEL.
thank you for everything, really <3s

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 12:08:53 GMT

Yesterday was fun.
I managed to stay awake the whole day at school
though I was MIGHTY tired [as how jaaziel would put it].
So the night before, I was looking through some things,
which really pissed me off. Thought maybe when I woke
up the next morning, I'll be able to forget everything?
Well, apparently I was wrong. I just had to see that visual
destruction before my eyes.' Omg, human saying another
human, I'M DAMN CHILDISH. Damn it. I'm a disgrace to
17 year old. I'm so immature.'
It was just so disturbed! Firstly, my 'best friend' didn't
betray me cause 1) it's not a secret and I don't give a damn
even if this thing was in the news. 2) YOU DON'T MAKE SENSE.
Someone without a consience won't say SORRY. 3) When someone
talks of ask you a question, can you please talk properly?
At least with a proper tone? NO ONE OWES YOU A
LIVING FOR GOD SAKE. 4) When someone gives you a gift, you should
say 'thanks' fyi. Not go home and bitch about that person. Who's the
one without feelings now. 5) If you have a problem with someone,
show it in front of her. Don't need to act all " i'm aight with it".
BULLSHIT.

Please, talk about being mature. Looked in the mirror lately?

Wed, 18 Feb 2009 14:43:56 GMT

Literature was a killer! But lucky for me I
managed to finish both my social studies
and lit! :]
So studied at macs after school with Jaa,
Joyce,Dora,Jolyn and Shirley! Hahaha, not very
productive. All i did was teach jolyn maths then left.
Alright so went to starbuck at around 7 studied
myself.DAMN! IT WAS PRODUCTIVE. Though i only
did one chapter of geography. Then my cousin came
and we went for a run to relieve stress,
GEOGRAPHY I SWEAR, IS SUCH A BOREEEEEE.

Tue, 17 Feb 2009 15:27:20 GMT

ZHOU SAN EVERYONE! Okay okay, at night
already what you want. Anyway, today was fineee.
Riane's back Riane's back! NO peace anymore!
Anyway, tomorrow is the starting of my common test!
Scared,anxious, yet somehow excited. I just can't
wait for everything to be over. Soooo many birthdays
coming up! NO MONEY MUMMY! :/
So toDAY was finee, but toNIGHT but the best i've had
for days. I LOVE TONIGHtT. So much so that nothing can
spoil my day tml. :) Went to macs after school with BFFS
PLUS DORA! :)Sutdied chem.
Alright everyone, as we all know, riane's back with more of
her lame theory. Gosh. I can infer from Source A that Riane
is lame as she gives lame comments. The evidence is ,

elizabethtayyuhui469/459 says:

MOLES
elizabethtayyuhui469/459 says:
damn fun i tell you first
elizabethtayyuhui469/459 says:
I LOVEEE THAT TOPIC
RIANE says:
moles?!?!??!!!!
RIANE says:
whywhywhywhywhwy
elizabethtayyuhui469/459 says:
don't know
RIANE says:
tsk. are you secretely in love with mole
RIANE says:
go ask kiwi give you her one that she extracted
RIANE says:
extraction of moles
RIANE says:
AHHAHAHA shuit up
Thus, proving that riane is LAME.

Damn, tell me i'm gonna pass ss.hahaha!

OH CHEM

Mon, 16 Feb 2009 12:37:04 GMT

I need to catch my breath! Just came home
from joggin. And I was right! I was seriously
tired today! I don't usually fall asleep during lessons,
but i did today! During geography, i even fell into a
deep sleep. SO much so that when i woke up,
there was this watch mark on my forehead.
I saw it after walking all the way to the toilet
and looking into the mirror.
Anyway, i didn't really do well for maths :/
I passed but not a very good one.
Common testss are in 2 days! Omg! what the hell
am i doing on the computer.
Alright alright, today's chinese test was
a disaster! AND AND AND I JUST BOUGHT
A CAMERA Y'ALL! <3s
GTG STUDY LAH.bye bye bye bye

Sun, 15 Feb 2009 12:06:23 GMT

Alright, i've got a lot of pituresssss!
GUITAR HEROESSSS!<3S

Sun, 15 Feb 2009 11:34:03 GMT

Today was great! I managed to keep myself busy!:)
Played tennis, although i don't know how, after that I
went swimming and then I'm going to study later in the night.
God, I'll be sooooo tired tomorrow!
Oh well, today i realised i have the nicest people around
me. J,J,J,K,W.
Anyway, yesterday went out with my fav. people.
Kiahwee, Joyce and Jaaziel. Had an awesome time.
Went to Glenda's church in the early evening for some
valentine's day event. OH MY GOSH. Me and Joyce got
picked randomly to go up front and play a super
embarrassing game! It's a 'couple' game so it's the
host picked a girl and a guy. One of us had to be blind
folded. Lucky for me it was the guy who was blind folded!
Anyway it was still embarrassing. The guy had to poke the
"fork" into the apple that was in my mouth and since he was
blind folded, he didn't know where the apple was. So, to
direct him, i had to say "oooh~ for his hand to move up,
and ahhhh~ for it to move down. OMG super weird!
But overall, it was pretty funny. PLUS PLUS, the food was
awesome!
After the whole event, the 4 of us headed to parkway which was
just opposite.Took polaroids, shopped and then headed home.

study.STUDY.study.study.STUDY.
study.STUDY.study.study.
STUDY. STUDY. study.
STUDY.STUDY.study study

Thu, 12 Feb 2009 16:35:18 GMT

Today was fineeee :)
Had english and social studies test
and i thought it was alright.
Jaaziel didn't come school today! :[
School was super quiet without her!
Anyway,after school came straight home
to rest awhile before heading to thomson
plaza to study with my cousin.
Study,study,study.After which, we went jogging.
Damn, I feel healthy :)
So when we came back, two of my other cousins
were her as well playing guitar heroes.
I swear my house is like a bloody arcade.
Everyday also got guest. LOL. So no choice,
played with them! In fact, i just finished. Hands,
legs, fingers, back all pain pls.
Anyway, we took pictures of us playing!
Shall upload 'em tomorrow!

BEFORE I SAID 'AMEN', ASKING GOD TO PLAY IT AGAIN.

Wed, 11 Feb 2009 10:22:08 GMT

Our song is the slamming screen door
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
'Cause it's late and your mama don't know.
Our song is the way he laughs
The first date man, I didn't kiss him and I should have
And when I got home, before I said amen
Asking God if He could play it again.

School was slow today.
Lessons weren't exactly productive,
maybe except for english.
Seriously no mood to blog. I just
don't want my lj to die again.
Alright, ciao.

Tue, 10 Feb 2009 13:47:07 GMT

School was relatively good today, i mean
when I compare it with the others. Managed to
understand every single thing that has ben taught today!
So after school went for lunch with Joyce, Jaaziel and
Kiahwee. Caryn came soon after. We ate YAMI YOGURT.
Alright so came home and played guitar heroes with caryn for
awhile then did my work. Gosh caryn's super distracting!
She's like " omg you have to see/listen to this" every second.
HAHAHA, oh well, but love her company! :)
Anyway, I'm not feeling too good now, knowing
someone I care for is down. Really wish I could do more.
Oh wells, i'll don't mind to wait a day, a month or even a year.
Really, i'll do whatever it takes.
Ciao! Take care.

Mon, 09 Feb 2009 14:08:17 GMT

Omg, school's getting more and more annoying.
They just wanna screw us at our final year.
So whatever we do is wrong and we get demerit points/
scoldings/detention. Yet, when the our juniors commit the
exact same mistakes, they gets away. No record at all.
Please, it's our final year and we're really stressed up.
We don't need shit from any of you. So the starting of
today was already hell. I couldn't take it. My head was
spinning and i left. I swear if this goes on, I'm gonna
give up before the final exams.
I reached home at about 12pm and went for tuition.
Damn, i think i should have tuition for all the subjects
and study at home. Tuition was productive and I did a lot
today :)
Some people should seriously back off. Whatever's going
on in my life, doesn't affect yours, so choo! Damn.
I HATE WHAT'S GOING ON NOW. EVERYTHING'S JUST NOT
RIGHT.
My head has been pain, like those on/off type, adn it's been
going on for a few days now. Should I see a doctor, or go
to school?
On the other hand, i have people like Jazz, Joyce and Dan
in my life :) I'm really thankful for that.They're really people i can
really relate to. PLUS they don't add salt to the wound when i
tell them my problems.
I LOVE YOU GUYS.

Sun, 08 Feb 2009 13:58:41 GMT

Today has not been a good day.
I was so irritated and annoyed the entire day!
Damn! I WISH THIS WHOLE THING COULD STOP.
Although, I might seem fine now, I AM NOT.
I'm just showing a face that's cheerful cause I
don't wanna spoil anyones' day.
I pretend i'm alright cause I don't like to argue.
Maybe i should learn to just forget all wrongs?
Everyone is expecting me to be someone i'm not.
I AM NOT very good at studies, so stop pushing cause
I'm already trying my best. I AM NOT neat. I feel more comfortable
this way. Besides, it's not even those hardcore messy kind.
I AM NOT PERFECT. So don't compare me with others.
Don't ask why can't i be as hardworking as her, or why can't
i be as glam as her or why can't i smile more and even
why can't i be better than her?
It's just me. I can change, but it takes time. I can't possibly do that
overnight.
I don't know how long i can take this for. But as for now, I think
i'm still able to manage.

Thankfully, out of all these I've still got something to cheer me up.
My dad just bought me "GUITAR HEREOS". Damn fun!
It's super addictive and it's gonna take away all my study time!
I think i need to study out before heading home everyday.

P.s Thanks joyce. If it weren't for you. I don't think i could have
handled all these. You're really someone that I'll truely treasure.

Sat, 07 Feb 2009 13:44:48 GMT

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING JOYCE.
YOU ALWAYS KNOW HOW TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER :)
LOVE YOU HONEY!

Sat, 07 Feb 2009 13:41:55 GMT

LOST. CONFUSED. PISSED. IRRITATED. ANNOYED.SAD.
DISSAPPOINTED. GLAD.THANKFUL.
RED.KEK.DISTURBED.HAPPY. DOWN. DISCONTENT.
BLANK.DIZZY. FRUSTRATED.GEEKY. BAD. GRUMPY.
GLOOMY.MOODY. ~~SICK.~~ WORRIED.
REJECTED. LETHARGIC.

Sat, 07 Feb 2009 03:33:17 GMT

Alright, so I'm suppose to be at kuochuan pres. now, but I'm
not feeling too good. Blooody hell! Even with a medical cert,
it's considered ' ABSENT'. Damn ridiculous can! My mum wants
to talk to the teacher already.:)
One week past by so quickly! The next thing you know, it's
O levels. Kill me now. I promised myself to study STUDY STUDY.
But just look at what the hell i'm doing now. Movies and tv, laptop
and pictures. IT'S REALLY TIME TO STUDY HARD AND TAKE THINGS
SERIOUSLY BOOF! :/
Everything's not the same anymore. But I can't exactly say i want it
ALL back. Maybe after we graduate, it will be waaaayyy different.
I know for sure that I'll keep in contact with BRITNEY SPEARS & PARIS HILTON. :)
BFFFFFFFFFs!

Any ideas on where to get nice lj layouts?
*comment comment!*

Fri, 06 Feb 2009 14:22:30 GMT

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Fri, 06 Feb 2009 14:02:21 GMT

HEY GUESS WHAT. Jaaziel, Joyce and I went for GB today.
PLUS PLUS we wore FULL UNIFORM.
i swear it's a fashion crisis. I freaking looked like some
cafeteria aunty. You know those you see on tv where they just
piak the gooey food on the plate kind. Yeah, Belt was sky high and
yay tight, shoes were damn smelly! Alright, you should get what i mean.
FASHION DISASTER.

So, we did not really do much today. Just sit around planning games for
Sec 1 orientation camp and JAAZIEL AND JOYCE and isabella are the core team.
Thank god there's isbella. " we really need ONE resonsible one"LOL.
Jaaziel and Joyce pleaseeee. The sec ones are gonnna get hell. Hahaha!
Overall, had lotsa fun. That's because of Jaaziel and Joyce of course.
They're full of surprises and no one knows what they're gonna do next!
I LOVEEEEEEEEE 'EM!

Oh gosh! This year's badge of prefects are really rude. LIke seriously.
I'l admit not all of them, some are really nice.
I'LL ONLY RESPECT THOSE WHO RESPECT ME.
Just because they think that they're seniors now, they can do whatever they like?
PLEASE, we're still feaking older then you so show some bloody respect.

I'll have to go for some leadership conference first thing tomorrow morning.
Trust me, i'm dreading it! I can't start my day with GB! My mum say i might not
have to go cause i've got some doctor's stuff. My head has been pain since a
couple of days back and my thighs as this sudden sharp pain once in awhile.
Well, just hope the pain will go away man.

Thu, 05 Feb 2009 13:22:04 GMT

Alright, I realised that my lj has like spider webs with spiders already
and everytime i read Joyce's lj, i just feel like updating mine!

So so much has happened since the start of the school term-
that's only a month or so. Teachers walking out, students rebelling.
So anyway, it's our final year this year.
NO MORE FOOLING AROUND as much. I don't wanna be as bouncy and
unglamorous anymore! Time to grow up. Have been hanging around joyce
and jaaziel a lot a lot a lot these few days! :)
Omg, they're so retarded! Anyhoos, i love 'em!

Had a random party over at my place and people all over the world came!
Omg it wassss FUN! Caught up with so many of them. Played games and
told stories. EVEN UP TILL TODAY LEON'S STORIES ARE FREAKING ME OUT.
DAMN IT. I can't sleep without lights. Took pictures, which i've uploaded in photobucket
and facebook!

This sunday, i'm going out with Charlotte justine and dashani. OMG RANDOM.
HAHAHA! They're the people who's surrounding me in class. Omg, i'm not
exactly ' close' to them but we just plan this outing on a random basis.
They are just super funny, SERIOUSLY. Weird? But i'm actually looking forward to it.

This morning, Daniel came my house at 4.40 AM, so that he could bring me to school!
Omg, damn sweet can!<3<3<3 We went for breakfast and then cab down. Even so, WE
WERE LATE! Haha, but i mean it's worth it having to see him in the morning!:)
ONE HALOWEEN CAN CHANGE EVERYTHING. :)
You mean the world to me, D.

check out my extensions.

P.s i miss you, Joyce,Daniel.
P.s i love you daniel
LOL, sry joyce, daniel wanted and extra one, JUST FOR HIMSELF.

                                                                 SHOULD I LEAVE LONG HAIR
                                                                         OR
                                                            CUT IT SHORT?!?!?